I also want to write about the birth of the little hummingbird for the same reason but that might take more time. For now I’ll just say that it left me feeling like I had absolutely no say over my body and the doctors I dealt with gave me little, if any, information about what was going on during my labor and when it came to several medical interventions.
I’ve read about birth trauma and while some
doctors I saw afterwards might think it’s bullshit, I believe that’s what I went through and still continue to deal with. Since it’s taking longer than I expected to write about the NICU because a lot of emotions have come flooding back from that and my birth experience, I thought I would share some pictures.