I’ve been going through a really hard time lately with so many things in my life. After 30 something years, I’ve had it with the people in my life who treat me like a doormat.
I never realized before just how much I practically kill myself when it comes to trying to please everyone. I can’t do it anymore.
I just feel really lost right now. I thought my life was planned out after I had the little hummingbird.
This year my life has taken a really unexpected turn and things just aren’t the same. I feel like I’m getting some of my spark back and I’m finally getting a real handle on my life.
I need to speak up more, not give a fuck what anyone thinks because they don’t know my life, and start to take more control before I lose my grip.
I look at the picture above and see all the obstacles I have to go through before I can reach the light. I just hope I can stay strong.