An itch I can’t seem to scratch. Thankfully, it isn’t an itch on my ass or that would look pretty fucking goofy. Like a dog chasing its tail.

30-something-itch

I’ve been feeling at a stand still lately. I’ve also been having this nagging feeling that I’ve forgotten something. Being in my 30’s, it seems like time is going by at lightening speed. Add a kid to the mix and most of the time I don’t even know what day it is.

I do however remember the days when the hummingbird is in preschool since I’m known to count down the hours when things are really hectic and I need a mama break.

When I was a kid, I couldn’t wait to be a grown up and do whatever I wanted and I wouldn’t have anyone telling me what to do. Hahahaha! They forget to tell you it’s just as bad once you’re an adult and being a kid is a walk in the park.

I’m starting to feel like Kathy Bates in Fried Green Tomatoes. I’m too old to be young but I’m too young to be old.

With life going by so fast now, I have so many questions. Should I go back to college? Do I really want a second child? Can I make it as a writer? What in the hell happened to Billy Crystal’s face? I’m constantly thinking about these things and more.

I’ll never forget when I was younger and I thought being in your 20’s was over the hill. Being in your 30’s? Holy shit…get out the walker and the depends.

I just feel like being the age I am, I have this itch that I just can’t seem to scratch. Things don’t feel complete yet and I feel like there’s a missing piece in this life of mine but I can’t figure out what it is I’m trying to find.

I’ve always been unsure about things but it’s different this time. Maybe what’s missing in my life is Ryan Gosling….hmmm.

Maybe no matter how old you are or how much your life seems to be complete, there still feels like something is missing.

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2 Responses to An itch I can’t seem to scratch. Thankfully, it isn’t an itch on my ass or that would look pretty fucking goofy. Like a dog chasing its tail.

  1. monica March 11, 2013 at 19:57 #

    i’m constantly asking myself – what am i going to do for the rest of my life???
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  2. Meandwee March 15, 2013 at 11:42 #

    I’ve been feeling the same way lately and have decided I need to find my greater purpose. It’s all deep and stuff. So, I’m now praying a lot and doing things like that I’ve never done before…all in hopes to find an answer. Maybe I just need to drink more?
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