I felt so hopeful with this pregnancy…

But I lost the baby hummingbird. I thought it was just normal, early pregnancy spotting that started last night but by the morning, the bleeding was so heavy.

After spending half the day in the ER, along with blood work, an internal exam, and an ultrasound, my worst fear was confirmed.

This baby was such a surprise but also very loved and wanted as soon as I saw the test turn positive.

I’m completely heartbroken.

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26 Responses to I felt so hopeful with this pregnancy…

  1. Jen July 2, 2013 at 20:21 #

    Elle,

    I’m so very sorry. There was no doubt from all your words that your little surprise was very, very much wanted and loved. I wish there was more I could say but I know it’s likely only time will help. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts.
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  2. Erin Ahrens July 2, 2013 at 20:31 #

    Been there, and honestly, I can’t think of one thing to say that might help, other than, I am so sorry for your loss, and hope that you are given the opportunity to grieve. (I know you are doing a ton with the move and all.) Thinking of you… EA

  3. Doni July 2, 2013 at 20:33 #

    so sorry for your loss. Whether planned or a surprise, they quickly work their way into your heart and your vision of the future. Take care of yourself.

  4. Nicole July 2, 2013 at 21:02 #

    I am so sorry for your loss. *hugs*

  5. Jen July 2, 2013 at 21:05 #

    Oh I am SO sorry!

  6. Janelle July 2, 2013 at 21:09 #

    Sis, I am so sorry.Please call me when you can talk.

  7. monica July 2, 2013 at 21:24 #

    :o( so sorry, elle. I wish you peace and healing of your heart.
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  8. Jennifer @ Also Known As...the Wife July 2, 2013 at 21:26 #

    I’m so sorry to hear this. Please make sure to take care of yourself, physically and emotionally.
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  9. Stephanie July 2, 2013 at 21:31 #

    I have been there, and while I don’t know exactly how you feel, I have a pretty good idea. I am so sorry for your loss. Allow yourself to grieve. I didn’t at first because it seemed too early, like it wasn’t a real baby yet, compared to other women who lost them later in their pregnancies. But she was very real. I wish you peace.

  10. Last Girl Standing July 2, 2013 at 21:45 #

    I’m sorry. So very, very sorry. I know there are no words… so know that I send lots of love. xoox

  11. pamela July 2, 2013 at 21:59 #

    I am so sad to hear this :'( There is nothing anyone can say to help. Just know that you are loved.

  12. Leesepea July 2, 2013 at 22:06 #

    I am so very sorry. I could tell how hopeful and happy you were about this little surprise. I know you have a lot going on and hope you take some time to allow yourself to grieve and to heal.

  13. Jen July 2, 2013 at 23:22 #

    So so sorry 🙁 Thinking of you and your family <3

  14. Jill @ Mormon Surrogate July 3, 2013 at 00:54 #

    I am so sorry!!
    🙁
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  15. Andi July 3, 2013 at 03:17 #

    I’m so sorry. Sending hugs, love and peace your way.

  16. Charlie July 3, 2013 at 04:23 #

    So, so very sorry. Sending lots of virtual (((hugs)))

  17. weezafish July 3, 2013 at 07:28 #

    Oh Elle I’m so, so sorry my lovely. There’s nothing that makes it alright I know. Take care, thinking of you xxx

  18. Courtney July 3, 2013 at 09:51 #

    Oh, honey, I am SO incredibly sorry.

  19. Paige Hudson Garcia July 3, 2013 at 10:53 #

    Deepest sympathies and a HUGE hug.
    Hope you get well (in every possible way) as soon as you can.

  20. Rachel July 3, 2013 at 11:15 #

    I am so sorry for your loss. I know from personal experience that you are going through a huge emotional and physical trauma. My prayers are with you and your family.

  21. Suzanne July 3, 2013 at 12:04 #

    I’m so very sorry. I know your pain and the only thing that has helped me is time. My thoughts are with you.

  22. LeeAnne Curtis July 3, 2013 at 18:59 #

    Elle – I am so sorry, but agree with everything already said. Take the time to grieve and grieve in your way. Know we are praying for you and your family through this. Please pass my sympathy along to B.
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  23. christie July 3, 2013 at 22:14 #

    So sorry- I know how awful that is and the feeling of loss is tremendous. I feel for your loss.
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  24. Stephenie July 4, 2013 at 19:38 #

    Oh Lord, I’m so sorry! That’s so heartbreaking.
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  25. Lisa July 8, 2013 at 11:56 #

    I am truly sorry for the loss of your precious little one.

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