I’m going to take classes and get my ass in better shape. I’ll go to the gym at least five times a week. It’ll be hard to squeeze that many days in but I can do this. I will do this! Oh, look. There’s a kickboxing class on Friday. But the only class is at 5:15 am. Fuck that! But, I joined the gym to get in better shape. I have to do this. I want to do this. Even if I know I’m not a morning person at all.
I just need to go to bed early tonight. And I’ll try to get my 7 year-old in bed a little earlier than usual.
I can do this early class but I don’t know why any human would want to up that early to sweat their ass off at 5:15 am. There must be some people out there.
Or, maybe it’s a conspiracy by gyms across the world. Hmmm. They get me to think that they have classes so early because there’s apparently the need for it for it with other people. And, then the gym virus spreads with everyone thinking people are taking a kickboxing class at 5:15 in the morning so you’d be crazy not to but you really are because it’s at 5 fucking 15 in the morning.
Later that night I start thinking that class I signed up for at 5:15 am… what the fuck was I thinking??
But, I can do it. I can do this, damn it!
I’ll go to bed early so I can read for an hour. However, my kid decides to get up to use the bathroom 5 times before she finally goes to sleep and has to say good night each time.
That’s okay. I’ll just go to sleep now so I can get to that early ass class tomorrow morning.
I can’t sleep. Maybe I’ll try and read a little more.
Um.. what the fuck happened? How did it become 1 in the morning already. Damn you books and all your damn words. And, fuck you 5:15 am kickboxing class.
I must have been sniffing some pretty strong fumes to think this exercise class was ever a good idea.
I can still do this, though. If I go to sleep now, I’ll get 3 and a half hours of sleep. Oh my god. Just kill me know. Only 3 1/2 hours of sleep. I’m not 20 anymore. This will kill me.
But I’m paying so much a month for this damn gym to take the classes and I’ve got to do this.
I will do this!
I can do this!
4:45 am. 15 degrees outside.
Fuck this. I’m going back to sleep.
I will do this.
I will make that 5:15 am class.
No, I won’t
And, I’ll let them continue taking money from my bank account every month since some day, I will do this!
Nope. Nope, I won’t.